<nyah! a lemon price-tag sticker on top of Tiramisu’s head!>
ALL RIGHT! YEAH! ONE SUBJECT DOWN! WOOHOOO! But it was pretty hard…well…no surprise there actually since it was my least favourite subject- principles of accounting. I felt confident that I might not fail it but if I do, I can really say that I did try my utmost best. I studied accounts fer weeks, continuously. When the day finally came, which was the 16th of November, I didn’t panic like I usually do in exam halls. I felt secure….a lil confident I guess. That’s was d subjective paper I was talking about. I know it wasn’t done with all the perfect answer yet I did what I knew and can.
Just yesterday, I sat fer the objective paper for accounts. I read all my notes and studied the last few chapters to make sure I memorized all the formulas. There I prayed to Him fer sufficient time and for logic prevailed, that I would try my utmost best once again and leave the rest to Him. I completed the objective paper with fifteen minutes to spare. I redid the questions that I was uncertain of ,checked the whole paper again and started counting my answer. By ‘counting my answers’ , I mean I count how many of each alphabet I ‘menghitamkan’. Each objective paper’s answers (ABC) are equally divided as of : ten A’s, ten B’s, ten C’s and ten D’s. I had approximately, five wrong answer. I checked it over and over again to utter frustration to right the wrong answers but…I failed. So yes…it still haunts me that I have five wrong answers. Grrrr….
I came home, thinking that I might feel less stressed but ended up acknowledging that’s more stress has been piled upon me. Bahasa Melayu hasn’t exactly been my forte since I left primary school. And History? Forget it. I’m one who hardly remembers my friends birthday unless I write it down. I can hardly remember names too. Its no wonder how I got a nickname forgetful in events of fren gatherings. I cant remember their names! But I do recognize and remember wad happen before. Hahah! Though I know its going to be a very mentally taxing day for most SPM student this Monday, as we’re sitting fer Bahasa Melayu paper 1 & 2, with History paper 1. I’m revising as fast and hard as my brain will go …hopefully fast enuff to score some good grades.
All the best ,SPM students. I’m worried about him. I’ve learnt my lesson in minding my own business. I don’t wanna think that I’ve once made an enemy becuz of confusing being protective and plain nosy-ness. I really hope things turn out fine fer him. and her. Once again, I find myself worried fer him. once again, I see him wrecked at a time like this. I keep hoping and praying that things will turn out all right again. That he’ll work it out and in all, try his utmost best in the examinations. Study first, worry later.
